If ever she didn’t read my text.

“I just want to say, sorry for everything. Sorry sa mga pagkukulang ko. Sorry if ever nasaktan kita. Sorry sa mga fights. Sorry if ikinahihiya mo ako. Sorry if I said some hurtful words in our last conversation. I’m not bitter or angry. Di ko kaya maging ganun. I want to thank you for everything. I want tot hank you for all the good memories. Thank you for making me happy. Thanks for comforting me and helping me in my time of need. Thank you for making me feel loved. Thank you for being there. I can say that you’re one of the best things that happened in my life. I loved you with all my heart and I did my best but I guess I fell short. I know it’s my fault nagsawa ka sa akin. Even if it hurts, I guess I’ll have to accept na I got my chance but I wasn’t able to do great that;s why we can no longer continue our relationship.

I’m trying to move on kahit mahirap. So many things remind me of you. But I guess I’ll have to deal with it. I also just want to say that if I woke up again and I’m back to last year, I would do it all over again regardless of the ending and I’d do even better. You don’t know how much you made an impact in my life. You were the first one that I loved this much but sadly, the first love I lost. I just want to make your anger towards me to fade away. Just tell me what to do. Even if it hurts, I’ll just take your offer of just being friends. I’m sorry for everything. Thank you for everything. And this will probably the last time I say it to you, and idk when I will stop feeling this way, but I love you Bianca. I’ve tried fixing this fight and being desperate for another chance, but that’ll only make you angrier.

So I’ll stop. I’ll start moving on. I just wanted you to know all the things I said right now. I don’t think I’ll forget the memories that we made. It was great and fun while it lasted. I hope you forgive me, Bia. I don’t want us to be like this. It feels like we’re strangers or enemies. I’ll always be here for you though. I hope we can still be good friends. I wish you good luck and hope you find someone better. The one that will complete you and make you truly happy. Well. I guess that’s it. I just hope you read all of this. Goodnight Bianca.”

(Source: stucktomytongue)